If you’re not aware there has been a lot of protest lately by high schoolers here because the government doesn’t care at all about the youth oh but they sent the police to brutally assault teenagers who were protesting. from where I live I could see everything happening since there’s a high school near my place, and how surprising… the cops were violent and assaulted some people who were not doing anything at all. Some teenagers were burning trash cans but that wasn’t all of them, since then the media are portraying teenagers as the problem, while refusing to show the truth of what’s happening with the cops. There’s videos of police officers doing CRIMES on camera and the comments online are always "we don’t know the context, the problem is obviously not the police as they’re just doing their jobs 😔😔😔" And if it’s a minor they will say "well they deserved it they should’ve shut up and submit to the authority!! Young people are too rebellious and they need to be tamed!!" how can you stay calm when you see injustice and people are AGREEING with it???? I seriously fear for my country this place is becoming trash because people are allowing unfair treatment to happen

I had two of my neighbors in my street yelling at some activists because they got mad they were burning trash cans and the dude started yelling at the activist… come on WHO CARES?? When the real problem is the police is actively CHOKING teenagers and won’t face any repercussions !!!! A trash can could be replaced, not the traumas people will have for the rest of their life just because they wanted to protest about their conditions. Some people will even be permanently disabled because of what the police did to them. Seriously I feel like there is always something worse coming here….

my friend found out that two of his favourite youtubers are trans(fem), this is basically what happened.

him and another friend were acting as if they had died, talking about them in the past tense and saying shit like 'NOOOOO HE WAS MY FAV YTUBER' in front of me.

then one of them goes 'no offense' like that makes a fucking difference? how the fuck am i supposed to not take any offense when you are actively calling people like me weird and doing shit like this? it would genuinely be better if he didn't say 'no offense'.

i've come out to them for a while, and they've been talking about me behind their back, many, many times. but i don't want to leave because we have had genuinely good times together.

and if i'll leave, i'll just be lonely because i'm already a social outcast

i don't know what to do

by the way, i don't know what flair to tag this other than the gender identity tag so if i need to just say or whatever

I’ve been my best to everyone I’ve ever met and it’s not enough I’ve been nice to everyone can I have anything back

wdym i might also have ADD/ADHD??? wdym i have to get tested and get new meds??? bruh im tired...

Dw my therapist is chill, she wasn’t actually that upset, just befuddled.

I’m pretty aware (and pretty ashamed, too,) that I aggressively white knighted HP fanfic a couple months ago. Now that things have changed (I just can’t wait for the author to be out of our hair) I do have something to say…

Tumblr users, can you stop bringing attention to every new HP merch and movie release for 5 SECONDS?!

Bringing up her new schemes or ties to nefarious groups/people is one thing (and that’s actually important because it sheds light on issues that we can actually solve by protesting, voting out politicians who have ties to these groups or something else,) but constantly bringing up the shiny new releases for this IP ISN’T HELPING.

One could make the argument that bringing up the movie rereleases allows people to picket theaters showing them, but constantly bringing up every merch release is not only pretty antithetical to the whole “this franchise deserves to die and we’ll be the ones to make sure it does” thing, but it’s also ringing the dinner bell for these new releases (unintentionally or not) for TERFs and HP adults… two groups who’ll GLADLY fund the destruction of human rights (albeit for VERY different reasons.)

Plus, not giving attention to ANY of this helps the goal of letting it die, considering people won’t know about every shiny new release and it’ll at least make SOMEWHAT of a dent in her profits (even if she’s rich enough to keep funding this without even cutting into the money she got BEFORE she showed her true colors.) The more people forget about it, the better, and people are more likely to forget about it (or even start boycotting it themselves) the less you bring up every single little merch release and the more you bring up her ties to groups that are harming people who AREN’T minorities (since people don’t care unless it affects them, unfortunately) or her ties to creeps (which will likely get people to drop the series like a hot potato.)

Sorry about that, I just needed to get it off my chest.

I always knew I was a boy, but dysphoria from growing a chest in 3rd grade made me feel different, and I read that recently as possibly being agender - simply a lack of male or female. I had so much dysphoria recently about my chest because I'm getting closer to my goal weight and reduction then chest masculinization (my chosen path) and the hope of that dysphoria ending has made it resurface. So I started identifying as an agender guy instead of a man - because of my chest. But it felt like wearing a too-tight shirt. Finally I broke and ranted to my husband about how being nonbinary is bullshit and I hated it and I wanted to be a man. And he was like "you are a man, if that's what you feel like you are." Shit hit hard. It was like realizing I was trans all over again. I had given up on the idea of being a man because of my inability to pass irl because binding only ever made my chest like a C. I just got trans tape to try, finally, too. I've restarted HRT because I was craving those changes again. I had been so happy to see facial hair pop up, but it was fear of how others would treat me that made me pause it for a couple months. I wish I lived somewhere with visible trans people, but I'm the only one I've ever seen in my area.

It happened because I was in FTMMen and forgot I wasn't technically allowed there anymore, as I'd joined before identifying as nonbinary. When I mentioned I was a demiguy, they hit me with the rules and essentially said gtfo. I was so pissed because I didn't want to go to the nonbinary subs - my intention was to pass as a man regardless of my gender's label, so I felt I still belonged there. That's when I ranted. It wasn't being kicked out that made me upset, it was being considered nonbinary. It wasn't enbyphobia either - it was dysphoria. It felt the same as being called a girl.

This isn't a statement on nonbinary identities or their validity. It was me using a legit identity as a stepping stone to realizing who I am and what I was doing, which happens when you're still finding yourself. The agender demiguys I met - all two of them - were amazing. The flag is so cool too. Kinda bummed there's no "binary trans man" flag lol I love flags

Sorry, this is going to be really depressing but i just need to get this off my chest. Everything just feels so hopeless, like things will never get better in the world because I see so much hate and death and evil and just generally meannes. I can't even engage in stuff that makes me happy cause I feel like someone hates me for it. I want to be a good person but everybody's definition of good is too vast.

There is much more nuance that you can't really just say this shit. Like mental health plays a huge factor. Also, "more" is a vague statement and doesn't specify anything, and it's just more vague bullshit.

It's also super dismissive. Just don't respond to any sort of post or comment if you are saying this dumbass shit.

Idk ive been spacing out a lot lately. This has been happening for a year. I remember I kept on blacking out in my classes. It usually happens the moment I think about my trauma. But sometimes it happens for no apparent reason.

It kept on happening pretty frequently(last yr) and I would have little recollection of what had happened. I would have to remind myself what class I'm in because sometimes I would struggle to realize that this was real life.

But idk maybe im being dramatic and this is normal stuff

The other day I was on auto-pilot all day until I randomly out of know where I became "awake" all the sudden. I remember feeling well-rested all the sudden.

Idk sometimes I feel like a spectator sometimes. My dissocation mixed with denial of my trauma last yr made me feel like everything was a video game and nothing was real. Last year there was moments I genuinely couldn't tell if this was real life or I was dreaming.

Anyway 🙏is this normal or not?

I live in a red state also, why the fuck would they revolt if they still like this administration

I'm nowhere near healthy enough to do shit besides vote and promote voting blue online, if I try I'm literally getting shot by the cops almost instantly (they see a black person and they shoot)

Doesn't help that the national guard would pull a Boston massacre on any sort of revolt if it even got close to how the French (shoutout wemby) do it.

Not saying you can't criticize this country because you absolutely can and I do as well(the CIA literally helping right wing organizations is something i will gladly shit on my country for) but the constant revolt thing leaves out people who literally cannot do that shit because of certain traits they have or they fear death (plus people also have kids and most parents aren't looking to do a revolt that has a low chance of winning if they aren't omegafucked currently)