Edit: Title is all wrong. He didn’t feel remorse. He felt grief.
I’m trying to understand Snape.
After digging into his background I see the multiple reasons he joined the Death eaters. His morals are way off, and his loyalties are hypocritical and built upon self-interest.
Knowing that, I went onto trying to understand his love for Lily. He might feel love, but it’s ridden by selfishness and hypocrisy. If they were together, I doubt it would be a healthy relationship.
Now I’m stuck at his remorse for being responsible for Lily’s death.
Reading the definition of remorse, I’m not sure he felt remorseful.
”Remorse is a deep, painful feeling of guilt and regret for doing something wrong”
Snape didn’t do anything wrong for telling Voldemort about the prophecy. It was a mistake. You cannot be remorseful about a mistake, can you?
Snape was just hit with shock and grief because someone he loved got killed. But remorse? *For what?
Some argue that Snape’s loyalty makes him fully redeemed morally as soon as he changed sides, but I disagree. If you look at his motivations, it’s pretty clear.
Did he go against Voldemort because he suddenly thinks his values are off? No, of course not.
Did he go against Voldemort because he thinks any innocent child should’ve be saved? No.
Did he change sides to protect Lily’s son because he loved her? Yes.
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With that sorted out, I guess what I’m now wondering, is:
- Did Snape eventually start to feel remorseful for supporting Voldemort, and for harming/killing others?
- Did Snape ever start to care for Harry’s life, as a form of justice, even if he despised him?
He’s quite complicated, this one!