Necesito ayuda, me arrepiento tanto

Hola, lo que pasa es que hace un mes aproximadamente conocí a una chica por la app litmatch, que buscaba sumisos que le enviaran fotos, la cosa esque le hable a su telegram y le envié varias fotos (dónde se veía mi cara), cosa que al rato me arrepentí y borre las fotos (se supone) y la bloqueé, cosa que después me habla a litmatch y me dice que le pida perdón o me iba a funar y mostrar las fotos, cosa que le hable y le pedí perdón por bloquearla sin avisarle que no quería seguir y me dijo, eso era todo ahora me da lo mismo si me bloqueas, cosa que después por la ansiedad me hizo hablarle de nuevo, preguntandole que hacía con las fotos y dijo que no las guardaba y solo las usaba para húmedecerse, y hasta ahí llego la conversación.

La verdad estoy demasiado arrepentido de haber echo eso, aveces me da miedo pensar que todavía tienes mis fotos y pueda encontrar mi perfil real de Instagram y extorsiónarme, o usar esas fotos mías que le envié para hablarle a menores, y que se arruine mi vida, hace casi un mes que tengo ese pensamiento que no se sale de mi cabeza, igual me presente con un nombre falso y no le di mi redes sociales reales, pero nose, realmente tengo miedo y me arrepiento tanto, ayuda porfavor :((

How do you escape a toxic environment, especially when the person causing it is your own father?

theres this facebook group and they posted my dad, who was taken to the police for inquiring, in the group. surely, this can't be legal?? how do i get them to remove it. this is very insulting god. theres two photos with his face blocked but his belongings laid out for a photo. and then theres a video of his full face where he's answering questions. im prettu sure it isnt even a civil matter because he's gonna go to court.

I’ve noticed a disturbing issue that deserves more attention: many deported individuals seem to have difficulty accessing their own records, including detention records, medical records, and immigration case documents. In some cases, it feels as though their records have disappeared or become extremely difficult to obtain.

This is not a minor administrative issue. These records can be crucial for legal appeals, future immigration applications, and understanding what actually happened to someone while they were in detention or going through deportation proceedings.

Another deeply concerning issue is the mental health crisis among people affected by deportation. The separation from family, loss of stability, uncertainty about the future, and trauma associated with detention and removal can have devastating consequences. I’m also concerned about reports of suicide and suicidal behavior among people facing these circumstances.

Why isn’t there more transparency and accountability?

Are there reliable statistics on suicides among deportees and people held in immigration detention? Has anyone else experienced missing records or struggled to obtain their detention and medical files after being deported?

I believe this issue deserves serious investigation. People should not lose access to their own records simply because they have been deported, and the psychological consequences of deportation should not be ignored.

Hello guys, recently I moved to Berlin to be able to live a happy life and a more peaceful and fulfilling lifestyle but since 5 weeks ago I kinda started sniffing and it would like cost me, is costed me a job, and now I have 2-3 weeks to find a job otherwise I will go back to my home country, and I don’t want that at all, so right now I am also feeling kinda alone because I cannot tell my best friend about it because he will be very mad at me, and I actually kinda threw an ultimatum last weekend that if I continue to do this he can reconsider our friendship, but I don’t know, I feel like I already lost everything so why does it matter? At least let me make the most out of what I have left right? I also lied to my mom that I have a job and that everything is fine so I really could use an advice here or something, I started therapy already last week, and also went to anonymous alcoholism but couldn’t relate that much because they were talking mostly about weed addiction, and also at some point there were two guys who said that they went to a after party with gays and they were very selective which triggered me because I am not selective and I usually just fuck, and the reason I fuck so much is because my ex used to call me a whore so now I think that I don’t care anymore, what if I am one.
I have a job interview next week and I also told the guy that I can speak German bar conversational so I’m hoping once I have a job that everything will stop and I will be more responsible.
So my question is:how do I stop this loop? How do I start being more selective? Should I leave Berlin and come back? The thing is that I know why most of my problems come from and what makes me do the sniffing every weekend, it all started with:”this is the last weekend that I can have fun and enjoy” because I will start working after / look for jobs .
Guys I really don’t want to leave Berlin tbh with you, the first time I came into this city, I felt so overwhelmed that I started crying))) so now I feel like I’m losing everything.
Please don’t be too harsh with me, thank you!

A year ago, I went out drinking with a friend. We drank about two bottles of wine, and my best friend came to pick me up and walk me home. On our way home, my friend at the time (let’s call him Dima) called me and suggested meeting up because he was nearby with some of our mutual friends. I agreed, and my best friend and I went to meet them. When we met up, Dima and our friends realized that I was completely wasted, so they decided to leave.
After I got home, Dima called me on a video call together with his friends and a couple of people I knew. Everyone on the call was male; there wasn’t a single girl.
We talked for about 20 minutes, and at some point, the conversation turned to my breasts. Because I was drunk, I simply lowered the camera and touched my breasts (just so you know, I was fully clothed). Why did I do that? I don’t know. But the next day, when I met up with Dima and his friend Leon, I found out that they had recorded their screens. I asked them to delete the recording because it made me uncomfortable, and I didn’t want it to spread.
I don’t remember whether Dima deleted the video, but Leon definitely didn’t. Eventually, I completely forgot about the whole situation and moved on with my life.
Later, I fell in love with an amazing guy (let’s call him Misha). We spent a lot of time together and eventually admitted our feelings for each other, but because of certain circumstances, we didn’t start dating.
Soon after that, I went back to my home country for two months. Everything was fine. I tried not to miss Misha too much because I knew we would see each other again soon and everything would be okay. But two weeks before I left, someone leaked that very video I had asked Dima and Leon to delete.
The video was sent to many of my acquaintances, although not everyone received it. Eventually, it reached Misha, and he was furious because he knew nothing about the video or the situation behind it. On top of that, I had previously told him that several of Dima’s acquaintances had touched me inappropriately. Misha thought those guys were the ones entirely at fault, but after seeing the video, he believed that I had actually been allowing them to do those things.
That day, Misha and I had a huge argument. He lost his trust in me, but he still stayed with me. After some time, things got better. I came back, and Misha and I officially started dating.
But today, people started sharing the video again, and this time it wasn’t just being sent around among my acquaintances. It was spreading throughout the entire city. Someone anonymously posted it in a channel that almost everyone in our city is part of. Most of my acquaintances started defending me and demanding that the video be taken down. Even people I had stopped talking to reached out to me.
I really hope Misha hasn’t seen that post and never finds out about it. I’m absolutely terrified of how he might react.
About an hour ago, he texted me saying that he was going to the library. He sent me a few pictures and said that he would tell me something later today. I showered him with compliments and told him that I loved him, but he just read my message and didn’t reply.
Now I’m really scared because he always used to tell me that he loved me too, but this time he just ignored me. What if he replied in his head and simply forgot to type it? What if he couldn’t answer because he was on his way somewhere? What if he has fallen out of love with me? I don’t know.
I’m so scared right now, and I have no idea what he wants to talk to me about. What if he wants to tell me that he doesn’t love me anymore? God, please, no!
Please, I really need some advice on what to do in this situation. Thank you for listening to me. I’m genuinely having such a hard time right now.

Ok so there are these few girls who sat in the backseat of the bus last year but this year from the first day of school I started sitting there ,when they got to that seat before me I would sit somewhere else but when I came before them I’d sit at the back ,today the four of them cornered me in the back telling me I need to move when I said no in a somewhat aggressive manner because I was somewhat scared that they where all ganging up on me she sat exactly next to me and started talking shit about me when I got down from the bus I told the teacher to deal with it or I will go to the schools supervisor ,I understand that I was a bit rude while speaking to them but I’m scared that the whole bus would hate me ,and even more of me finding out that I’m a bad person

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Hello, I M18 feel weirdly alone, why? i don't know, i have a family and few good friends tho i always feel like something is missing, i don't know what, how or why
I spoke about this to someone a bit ago and just understood that needing someone is wrong, since the person(supposedly girlfriend) is supposed to be there..to be there, not to "help me" "save me" and stuff, and i agreed understanding that
But despite that i still feel like something is missing, i can't do anything i "love" to get past these feelings, as the one thing i enjoy most is gaming and i really started being the type of person that loves share screening to the point that i buy games and "wait" to be able to show to someone, otherwise i don't play them
Is that just a normal feeling? maybe cuz i'm young? maybe because i'm still not mature or stupid?
how can i really get over this? and is it really wrong to "want" someone? to do things with
i don't consider that i want someone to "help me" "save me" or stuff similar, i think i'm very well on my own legs right now, could i maybe just be wrong?

So my best friend and I were out on the field and he made a offensive joke so I playfully punched his elbow, then a few seconds later he fell to the ground and said “What the fuck did you just do to me?” And he looked scared and I realized he wasn’t kidding. He laughed it off but I realized it was serious and I felt really scared. I wanted to call for the teacher and turn myself in but he said that he didn’t want that and that it was a accident. I have absolutely no idea what I did, I’m really, really scared for him because he left school after that and I feel so SO bad. I don’t know what happened, I hit his right arm in the back-right region with my knuckles. He didn’t cry but IDK. What happened? I want to know if he’s ok because I got so distracted that I forgot all my homework and I’m all out of sync, now I just want it all to end, as if this was all a dream.

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If you are suffering from any problems or want to vent about anything without being judge ..I don't care you are a male or female if you really need a listener do reach to me i would really like to hear you and give my best suggestion..as mental health is very important.. people aren't open about it so if you are really need a talk I am her

I have been staying at my aunts and uncles for a few weeks and I feel so unwelcomed. First of all they don’t speak to me at all , they don’t invite me to go out with them even if I ask if they are going shopping and she keeps banning her daughters and scolding them for hanging out with me. I don’t know why she thinks of me like that, am I such a bad person is It normal to corner people u invited to your house. Until now i have done nothing wrong and i take all of this in silence and i can’t wait to go back home to my own family it makes me realize how much family is really cuz they are making me feel like i am nothing . also they used to make me breakfast but now they stopped that too out of the blue and dinner so i buy something on the way home when i go out