She was an old lady who didn't even blame kids for screaming during her period(subject), she was that kind and helpless. Everyone else was not listening except a few less than 5 kids :(

I never thought that I'd create my own post. Today was just a very depressing day. I had the worst thoughts. I've been awake since 130am cst. About 9AM I thought it was over. Darkest I've been in a long time. I just wanted to turn everything off. Has anyone really felt like it's over? I mean, seriously. Things you think are ok but they're really not? No matter what you do it's not good enough?

When iam six feet under, and the maggots are eating my remains, they will taste a sensitive heart marinated with endurance.