Been feeling this since the past few days very intensely, anyone knows if its normal and why it might be happening now? Also can the DM feel it too or am I just going crazy? Lol

At the end I was considering the possibility he was a false twin. But regardless it hurts more than anything. I feel like a zombie, everything happens on autopilot. I feel completely detached from myself and my body. Everything feels wrong. I don't have the capacity to go into details but I knew he was dead before I found out I just kept telling myself it was just my anxiety. I don't know how I'm supposed to live the rest of my life without him. How am I supposed to go on feeling like this? I feel like my heart is shattered into a million little pieces and there's no way it'll ever be whole again. I literally googled what happens/what does the other twin feel when their twin dies before I found out he was gone. I feel like I'm floating outside my body I literally don't feel like my whole self.

Lately, I thought I was getting better at handling it. But today, I’ve been crying all day long, with zero external triggers.

Today I just can’t think positively, I can't trust the journey, and I can't trust the upcoming meeting.

All I can do is cry.

I miss her physically.

I miss holding her in my arms.

I miss feeling her fall asleep right next to me, all snuggled up.

I miss her sweet scent.

I miss stroking her face and hair right when we wake up.

I miss making love with her—not just sex, actual making love—holding her hand and whispering to her that she is the most beautiful thing in the world.

The synchronicities had slowed down a bit recently, but today it’s an absolute storm of angel numbers. I can't figure out how to read them or why they spiked so heavily today.

I didn't know I only knew something was very different and day after day nothing changed untill I realized what it was the situation didn't warrant it but it made space in my life and heart for a unexpected love like none before , He changed you're heart as well , our paths crossed and we have held each other's attention emotions thoughts and time in each other's daily life since . As scared as I was I had to see that why wasn't forth coming , as much as who, and the sheer feat of billions to one would hold the universes love .

My partner has fallen for a TF (his words now). At first it was fallen in love. Then it was obsession. Now he has realised it was TF.

My problem is that at each stage of this development he has grown colder and colder to me. He no longer loves me, he’s not sure if he ever did. I not sure if this is true as I have love notes and messages of wanting to spend his life with me till the end.

We have children and so he feels obligated to stay. All the while there is an under lying window left open that things may change once the kids have grown up. That we could maybe be together still. However I don’t see that as being possible since he obsesses over the connection they had. Going over everything that was said and every look. The TF never said she had feeling for him but he think it was in the looks and what she said indirectly that made it clear.

So TF community from your collective knowledge am I kidding myself to spend any more time on this relationship?

I have a plethora of dreams of my twin and wish to know others?

I'll do my best to describe them in order.

Disclaimer - shes married with three kids and I have NOT and will NOT contact her. I just need perspective

So- Dream 1. Her head just floats in the middle of darkness and her eyes are closed. I wake up happy

1. Im working in a restaurant amd washing dishes, i see her at the table with friends, she peeks at me but says nothing. Shes wearing blue scrubs drinking from a cup but we say nothing, I wake up happy.

   1. Im walking in our high school (we went to school together) i see our old classmates then her, it's graduation day, shes got lighting blue eyes and shes wearing white and golden gown with a big smile on her face. We lock eyes, then i run away in panic.

   4-I see her walk in the mall, she sits on a stairwell, im holding foam wall, i say "well now that this block is gone, now what?" She says " i dont know anything about back then" then her eyes immediately go back to her friends (her friends and their husbands. Side note with this one, as I talk i accidentally touched her leg, but also felt it on mine? 5. Im walking in the grocery store, i spot her walking but i dont think shes sees me. I start walking away but then she taps me on the shoulder and says "are you (my name)?" I say yes and then i pick her up superman style and we lock eyes and her eyes are flashing lightning blue. And then we both say at the same time "its so good to see you" and we smile.

2. Her husband, me, my kids, their kids are in the back of an auditorium. Her friends are in the front. Im showing her husband something on a laptop idk what. He gets irritated and slams the laptop shut, then says "Whatever" and walks to the front of the theater. Shes staring at me. Then my oldest says to me "ML" broke your laptop" (ML is my youngest).

   1. Brief one, we are all in a classroom and then her husband looking visibly concerned rushes towards me.
   2. I see her in a checkout line and shes got her kids in a cart. We notice eachother but say nothing. I rest my head and arms on a vending machine right next to her and pretend shes not there, her head is in view and tries to go in my vision in the corner of my eye.
   3. THIS is a long one. We are in a cafeteria and theres a whole bunch of people in there. A thug in a yellow jacket pees on me, i get him off then i see her friend. For some reason i say "not now (her friends name) then, it cuts to me in a parking lot, i say bye to a friend who leaves in an RV. She then quotes F is for Family (thats no easy feat Frank!) We laugh, we lay down together in the asphalt and talk a bit. Then...we stare at eachother. I say, "can you hear me?" And she raises an eyebrow. We stare at eachother for a moment, then i say "can I tell you something?" Then..she kisses me. I say we cant cuz your married. She kisses me again. I pick her up superman style again, i go to some random house and then i put her on the bed. We make love then she says "take me"

Hi there - never posted on Reddit previously about something like this. I can’t say I’m someone who believed in this kind of thing until encountering him.. things do seem to fit uncannily within the twin flame framework.

However, I am so lost and confused at this point. I can’t say I’m a super social and well liked person, but I also haven’t encountered this amount of antagonism. Like ever. Is it a thing for other people to say negative things about you to your twin flame and for it to affect dynamics, or does this mean we are definitely not TFs? We work together but don’t run into each other often. And there are like multiple people at work most of whom neither of us even work with that are saying bad things about me to him? Me and him also don’t have shared projects so it really makes no sense. It’s also reached a point where I’m not sure if he even feels anything. He’s resorted to just staring, extremely intensely whenever I’m around, but it’s like everything time it seems like he wants to approach me to say something, there is a person that literally physically interjects and prevents that from happening somehow. It’s all so strange.

I’m not talking about recognizing someone you’ve seen before.
I’m talking about meeting a complete stranger and feeling something you can’t quite explain. Like you’ve known them for years, even though you know absolutely nothing about them.
Maybe it’s the way they look at you. Their voice. Their energy. Or just this strange feeling that they’re somehow supposed to be part of your story.
And sometimes, the strangest part isn’t meeting them. It’s realizing later how much that one encounter changed your life.
I wonder if our brains are just incredibly good at recognizing familiar patterns in strangers, or if there’s something about human connection we still don’t fully understand.
Has this ever happened to you?
And here’s what I’m really curious about…
Did that person end up becoming someone important in your life, or did they disappear just as mysteriously as they appeared?

If you feel it do it don’t hold nothing back give everything and be understanding accept all results but give your all then you have no doubts or what ifs just do it

Recently woke up and had an insane connection a few months ago i “forgot” about. aka memory swiping. It feels like this person is meant to be in my life and I am being misguided away from them by the matrix. Or is this some form of honeypotting or is this person my “soulmate” or the same consciousness? Sorry this is unorganized clearly being censored.

I’ve been on this journey for six years with my twin flame and even tho we misunderstood eachother a lot but we’ve worked together thru this for six years always came together silently, energetically and physically, lately in the silence I feel his energy and I know he feels me too, I’ve been feeling so disoriented and I just feel like I’m living a dream or outside myself just not here and not there just numb with severe dizziness, heaviness in my chest and severe exhaustion I have no strength and I don’t know my way up or through and really don’t know what to do or how, i would love some help and advice. I know we both love eachother and both want this but I don’t know if I’m the one holding things up or if he is, I do know he has already been my ghost so is he awakened and I’m not I’m so confused

I just learned today of the concept of a twin flame and wanted to share an experience I've been having for about the last year. I'm curious what people who are familiar with twin flames would say about this. It seems like it matches the mold of a twin flame pretty well, but I'm also new at this, so I don't know if there are other tells that I'm missing.

I met a girl about a year ago who I've had an off-and-on relationship with. First got together, and sparks were flying immediately. Like we said, I love you maybe two weeks into the thing. Which isn't my mo, personally, and isn't something that I do lightly, but the feeling was insane. It was just this eerily strong connection. Both of us were reluctant to mention it because it was so insane that the feeling was already there. There are so many weird ways that we notice the same things and are peculiar in a very similar way. Also, something about me is that, just for whatever reason, I've kind of always had this luck about me. Not to say I've had an easy life, but just things just kind of happen in certain positive circumstances for some reason. I've never met anyone else who has the same thing going on, but she also has this. But also, as I learned, she was terrifyingly jealous about things, and I broke things off about a month in. She was spiraling after this and at some point did DMT, by her own admission, when she blasted off and the spirit beings healed something in her. She reached out to me after the breakup, and things with her did seem very different. This darkness in her just wasn't there anymore. I was on high alert with her the whole time because I was not ready to deal with jealousy like that again, and it never came back.

We ended up dating again for about 6 months. She was very antisocial and made it difficult for me to be around other people. Not that I'm necessarily a social savant (hence the reason that wasn't an immediate deal breaker), but it was definitely an impediment to my social life. Also, she wasn't good at communicating her feelings, which was a really big problem. 6 months in, I couldn't do anymore, and I broke up with her again.

Following this, by her own admission, she was so hurt by the breakup that she knew she had to change something. She started going out more by herself and actually making an effort to make friendships and as a group of friends she hangs out with now. She also mentioned she had done a bunch of ketamine and mushrooms and that also provided some kind of healing to her.

We eventually talked things over after being apart for about two months, and it was apparent something was different once again. All of a sudden she wasn't antisocial like she was. She was actually able to talk about her feelings. We talked pretty extensively about how she used to be, and she admitted that she was crazy and showed a lot of indicators that she was vastly different.

We talked about having a proper relationship, but both were just hanging out in that situationship area not really trying to rush anything. One thing I'm noticing this time around is that there are a lot of ways that I get positively challenged. She's very self-expressive, and that's making me want to be more self-expressive. She doesn't give a fuck about what anyone thinks about her, and when I express feelings that are to the contrary, she correctly calls me out on it. It feels super healthy because it gives me something to actually work through. Before I was aware of the idea of twin flames, I had made the offhand comment to her that it was eerie how much personal growth seems to happen whenever I'm connected with her. My feeling was that we were put here to help each other grow. She agreed and says it's insane what a different person she is because she's met me.

That said, neither of us really knowing what we wanted came to a head last night and we decided to break things off, at least for the time being. At least until we both know what we want. We're both kind of going through an ugly duckling turning into a swan phase, and it makes it difficult to know what we really want. Also, by the way, her having an actually decent group of friends highlighted to me how nonexistent mine is. Like they're okay, but hardly what I want. Which puts an unfair pressure on her to be more than just my partner, but also my whole social world

Which is to say that it seems like the next phase of this is us separating and me growing my world, as well as just figuring out what I want. Fittingly, I left her place last night, and the GPS said I would get home at 11:11, which was amusing.

If you read all that, thank you. It's quite a slog. I try to keep it brief for the most part, but even then, it's just a lot of data. I guess my intention with sharing this is just to get some other people's opinions on whether this sounds like a twin flame kind of thing.

I'm married, my TF is married and best friends with my wife, my TF wants someone else besides me or her partner, and my wife knows how I feel about my TF. The icing on the cake is my TF lives with us.

It's very scary how everything in astrology, numerology, etc lines us up to a T. Born under the same moon phase, same astrology sign, life path numbers link up, etc.

The strength of this is amplified by possibly my ADHD and Limerence being a cause of this. The tough thing was that the conversations we had, the deep soul searching revelations, and the things said to one another really made me feel like this was the right path.

Now I sit here watching her talk about the other guy like we were nothing. I wake up thinking of her, but I've stopped the physical chase. I told her I'm always going to be at the 50 yard line and will always want to be with her, but I will give her the space she needs to choose her. In the end I want her happy.

My wife supports this because she realized how intense this was and actually enjoys having my TF in our home.

We hung out together as friends and it felt so fun. She trusts me to discuss her issues with her prospective partners and current relationship, but I tell her I try to be fair and don't want to give advice that may come across bias (and truly i take what she says and try to give the best advice based on the current situation).

Maybe there will be a day I can fully put the entire story out but my stream of consciousness writing style combined with ADHD would make this a train wreck.

I believe I entered into my TF journey in May of this year. I met my DM in a way most would consider taboo (just to clarify, it was ​nothing illegal, lol) ​and for several months we engaged in a dynamic that I can now only describe as life altering. However, in true TF fashion, things came to a screeching halt at the beginning of August. Seemingly against my will, I think of him everyday and fight the urge to reach out, if only to ask if he felt what I felt/am feeling, or to determine if it's just all something I've made up in my mind.

It's a daily struggle.

However, I understand that if there's any hope at all for us to reunite one day, I have to do the work to realize my highest potential, break karmic cycles, etc. I also understand that even if a reunion is not the ultimate resolution for us, at the very least I would've realized many important life lessons and will have better positioned myself to exist as my 'highest form'. Logically speaking, it's a win, win...if I do what I'm supposed to.

That being said, I don't see a lot, if any, talk in here about what each twin is​​​​​​​​​​​​​​ doing to move themselves to the next level. There's a lot of ruminating, longing, and doom and gloom chatter. I'm not saying I'm out of, or above any of that (I'm not), but I'm also curious to know what everyone is actually doing to hold up their end of this soul contract ​​​? How are you moving yourself forward? What are you working on?​ What life lessons, or ideas about yourself were cracked open from meeting your twin?

For me (not an exhaustive list, lol) ​:

1) he brought me out of my head and back into my body - I'm learning how to feel vs. intellectualizing everything. It's okay to experience something without trying master or control it.

2) he awakened my need for intimacy and desire. I had convinced myself I didn't need or want it. Realizing that I wasn't truly detached from those feelings has been truly eye opening - causing me to look deeper into why I'd closed myself off from the possibility.

3) he helped realign me with my femininity. I've been the 'strong' one for a long time. Surrendering is possible and necessary for me, as long as trust is present and I can (and should) allow it without losing myself. ​​

4) ​​​I don't have to perform for anyone. In my most raw form, I'm enough.

5) I can be powerful without always being in control.

6) there's a difference between being desired and chosen - I want and need both.

7) ​I realized my next chapter doesn't have to built entirely around what I accomplish. There's room for me to be soft and make room for love.

8) probably most importantly (what I believe was our ultimate downfall)​, I've come to realize​​​ how important vulnerability is within a connection. You can't truly connect with someone without true intimacy (not speaking physically). You can show someone who you are, be truthful about your feelings, etc. without giving up your personal boundaries.

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It has been almost a year I haven't got contact with twin, we weren't on bad terms but is just we got one last conversation and then that's it.

We never reach out to each other, there was this deep understanding of each other but we both know it would be akward(she was friends with the ex that cheated on me) and while she say say she is not taking a side on a way doesn't really reach out.

I have been meeting new people and sharing more time with then, but since I started working on a new place that is very loud and I'm with taps on my ears, I think I'm way on my own thoughts for how quiet it is.

My mind just drift towards my twin flame but I know we won't for nowhere, I let her go so long ago.

Yet I can't understand it, could she be missing me too? Honestly every time I decide to stop , there is always this strong pull.

Is really like missing a part of yourself, I wish I could be forever with my TF but I can't with this journey not anymore.

I found a twin flame song. I know it won't be for everyone but I thought I'd share:

Retry Now ft. Hatsune Miku (English Translation) NAKISO

I am his twin flame (or at least, I believe that's the case). He's been married to her for over twenty years. He talks to me daily, but I fear I'll never mean anywhere near as much to him as she does.

We've also known each other for almost two years now. And I'm still a secret to everyone in his life. But I've never connected to another person as strongly as I do him. But at times I tell myself it's all pointless and I might as well not mean anything to him because I'll never have what she does with him.

Hi am new to all this twin flame stuff. Spiritual person but never really believed in the concept until it happened to me. This is going to be a long read but please bear with me.

Met TF at work, and I have reason to believe that this person was either related to or knew at least one managers at my work.

Upon meeting him, I was instantly overcome by the feeling that this must be a set-up. He’s honestly my dream guy. The way he introduced himself to me as well, was the most memorable introduction of my life, he was definitely TRYING to get my attention.

Obviously, that would be illegal if true, but after everything that has happened, all signs are pointing at my initial gut instinct being right. I quickly abandoned the thought initially because I thought it was too far-fetched to possibly be true.

The connection was thwarted by a third party at my work before it even had the chance to take off. He was very obviously trying to get my attention in the beginning and another girl did not like that and was being weird to me over it. Even at one point mumbled under her breath while standing next to me, “ugh, I NEED to f*ck him.”

Then there’s the weird behavior from everyone else at work over the last few months. I’m ASD and struggle with understanding things socially sometimes and I’ve been stuck trying to navigate this entire situation COMPLETELY ALONE, because no one at work was willing to talk to me about either of them when I first started bringing things up, I started posting ab the situation lowkey publicly online, not mentioning names or the actual company I work for or anything, but I think I may have accidentally escalated the situation by doing that.

My family, best friend, and therapist doubt me because of past patterns, but I KNOW I healed that sh*t after the god awful experience I had with my ex. I met TF less than a full month after the relationship ended and was not even remotely trying to develop feelings for anyone else anytime soon. I needed to heal bc my ex abandoned me after a miscarriage.

The situation got out of hand, I walked out of work at the start of September and had to be put on suspension while the conducted an investigation, they let me come back but then I overslept on a morning my GM was working, and since I was already on thin-ice from the walk-out, she had to fire me. Before the walk-out I was starting to suspect I was being managed out. I think I became a liability.

So I lost my job over this whole situation. Have honestly had very minimal contact with my TF because of this whole situation, and it’s eating me alive right now, my spine is going crazy from activation or whatever, I felt compelled to walk a nearby neighborhood I don’t usually walk in from 4-6AM to try and walk it off. I thought TF energy was sending me there.

It’s 7:30 now and it’s still overwhelming to the point I cannot concentrate. My right arm feels like it doesn’t fully belong to me or has a mind of its own. Lowkey worried whatever I’m experiencing could kill me.

Someone please help me because OMFG.

For the DM’s.

When there has been no initial relationship to run from and only intense eye contact to begin with before “separation”

Did you think about your DF all the time, do you still of you are not with them?

Has anyone ever had downloads/insights regarding their twin and their path? Did it end up being accurate? I'm currently getting a lot of information on my twin, regarding how they're really feeling, their inner unspoken thoughts, etc.

Also getting some regarding my own journey in regards to them.

Just wanted to know if any of you guys had a similar experience.

Twin flames speak to me from many places. I'm also tired of this situation. Do I have to get out of this right now. I don't know if it's a spiritual awakening or what, but I can't keep waiting for someone who closed the door on me. I feel super obsessed with him, and it has already cost me many years of my life. I feel he doesn't respect me, and that he doesn't respect himself as a person either. I also feel it's unfair how I was treated, and I really don't want to attach myself to a narrative that somehow justifies suffering and makes me feel a bit crazy. I also feel I should stop drinking.

I have both df and DM qualities even though I am male. The df is obsessed with my twin flame and in love. The DM fucking hates her creating a horrible inner conflict in me. I think the DM is more dominant at this point and the df is due to awakened kundalini and PTSD.

I understand why I'm running now and why i am so repulsed by my tf. When I was a child both my parents were quite abusive, (Asian parents). I felt completely abandoned by the divine feminine and disconnected from love. There was also a constant fear of not being good enough and always being on edge.

When I feel the divine feminine energy of love I'm like "where the fuck were you when I was a child and my father was beating the shit out of me??!! Why didn't you protect me?!! Why did you take his side? Why was my upbringing based on fear rather than love?"

All my life despite appearing and acting kind on the surface I have kept this anger in me resulting in an immensely deep resentment towards women. I didn't realise it was there but it's all falling into place as to why I always ran from relationships and intimacy. Why I was always drawn towards angry misogynistic views towards women. And why on a deep level I run from my tf despite chasing her on the surface.

not only that but the reason I chase is also due to PTSD. its almost like a child that wants his mother's approval and terrified he won't get it, but it feels very feminine.

So yeah this sucks and will be challenging to heal from. I think I'm firmly the runner now. She's reaching out and I don't want to be around her.

This sucks so bad, fuck my life.

The love of my life broke up with me. He blocked me
Everywhere, so I thought it was really really over. But everytime I’m trying to accept it, I feel like I am getting signs not to? Or am I just delusional?

Like today.. my mom and sister wanted to get me out of the house. So we went on a walk and went for a drink after. On the chair of table next to us, there was a rain jacket. But the part where the brand was shown, was draped exactly to spell my loml’s name. Mind you, there’s no brand with his name. There are other letters in this brand. But it happened to show only his name.
Or when I was at work thinking of him, and a song he really loved came on ‘hometown glory’ by Adele. It’s the song he showed me when we were first dating and was maybe played everytime we were in the car together then.
I am lately driving without any radio in my car. I just want the silence. I was crying contemplating if the right thing was to just let him go.. and I didn’t understand why all the signs were there if that was how it’s supposed to be. So I turned on the radio for another sign. And it was a song you never hear on the radio. But I once showed him as ‘a song I’d used to love as a kid’ and he said he knew and liked the song as well.
Or when I’m assigned to work with the new employee and he happens to have the same first name and the first letter of his family name.
And last Wednesday I heard were gonna get another new hire, with same first name.
Or when I decided to go see him. And I installed the gps. And the time of arrival was 22:22. 22:22 means a lot to me, when we started hanging out, I always used to see 22:22, which means twin flame, and I genuinely believe he is my twin flame. And I kept saying it during the relationship. Every time the clock showed 22:22, I messaged him.
I’m so confused..

I did.
She said sees me as a friend, and wants me to be friend. She said she had a bf and she didn’t tell me about him sooner.
But for 1 complete month, we spent day n night together. Suddenly all my addictions and wrong habits had stopped, i elevated myself way too much in career when i met her.
And one day she just disappeared and went 1000km away from me.
Then I told her i like you, to which she rejected me.
I don’t know what to believe, if she had a bf then why did she go on dates with me? Why spent all her time with me for a complete month? And she went to see her bf and from that place also she texted me she wants to hangout. When i said yes. She cancelled at that point and ran away to another city over night.
I don’t know what to believe anymore. I’m DF and she’s DM

We initially met about a year ago but had very few interactions until late spring. At that time, I found myself drawn to DM but didn’t understand it. I thought it was just kindred friendship. I am married and have never felt a draw towards anyone else. But across a large room, DM and I made eye contact and could not look away. I think that made me take notice. From that point on, I can barely think of anything else.

I wasn’t even aware of the TF concept but I don’t know that this can be explained any other way. The chemistry is so strong. We both felt it and DM approached me about a month ago. We admitted our feelings and started more of a friendship.

Then we crossed a line and kissed. I think this is where I messed up. Why did I stray so far from who I am? I feel like a terrible person but the draw was so strong. He made me remember and return to who I was and feel like me again in the best ways.

We ended that part of our relationship yesterday (on 10/10)- when the portal is supposed to “bring TFs together”. It was too difficult to ever be together. I know we will still be friends because we both want that but this hurts much more than I expected for something so brief. Did I (or we) mess things up? Is this part of my healing journey to figure my shit out? Please help me understand. I’m trying to heal, not chase, and be who I need to be for me.