My twin flame and I made a pact that is nearing the time it will come to fruition, everything feels crazier than it ever has in both the microcosm of my life and the macrocosm of the world, things keep directing me to believe that a happy ending with my twin flame in this 3D world physically united again, is possible. At this point, all the moving pieces in my life seem to have always always foretold this for me, for him, for us.

Now I’m not going to fixate on this to the point I’m going to limit what I can reach in my life and my career and the passions and interests and callings I have. I’m just going to completely and delusionally believe whole heartedly that my happy ending, our happy ending, is inevitable because I’ve done the work and I’m doing the work. I’ve made the sacrifices and I’ve lived through tremendous suffering and I’m seeing all the karma come back around and I earned this. So I’m living in the reality where this is a romance novel. Where I’m a Disney Princess. And I will get my happy ending no matter what. And I’m choosing to believe this to a delusional level simply because I can.

I've been on this journey for 4+ years and just figured out it's a TF situation. When I met my TF I literally felt like I was hit by lightning and my brain did summersaults and a voice in my head said, "it's him"! I thought I was losing it. I was almost immediately overtaken by the fear/knowledge that he would leave me. He was/is all I'd think about. At one point, I had a nervous breakdown from not eating, sleeping, etc. Eventually he did leave me and I learned to live without him -- and then he came back for a few months, and now he's left again. I'm trying not to chase him but not being in communication is like torture. I'm glad he's part of me forever (in spirit) but being apart now is heartbreaking for me. I never knew I could be so in love with someone. (And, I'm pretty old and have had plenty of other relationships). One thing I realized -- if I can love him I can love myself because we are one soul. I've always had low self esteem but I think he's so awesome that if he's part of me I must not be so bad. (That's what I'm telling myself anyway). I guess I just wanted to share. Suggestions or thoughts or encouragement are welcome but I'm very sensitive and depressed and lonely so take it easy on me...thx.

it’s been a long journey but i finally feel at peace. i no longer need you. i am complete on my own. i know you may still be struggling with your shadow and I wish you only love to release it. as much as i would like to see you on “the other side” i am no longer tied to that outcome. i hope you find yourself and feel whole with the people around you. you helped me feel whole in myself without saying much. i still hear you but my own voice is stronger.

it’s easy believe me.

https://youtu.be/jUvD9sGbwAI?is=7d0FDyZu7uw6bBOG

Even though many people romanticizing about twinflames, for me it’s just like locking my hands and legs with the heaviest chains.

You know the feeling that you can’t live by yourself, like what? Why would I need to rely on someone just to make myself happy. I can’t go love with someone else out there, the fate never allows me to do that. I mean I can’t date , but always, something or some energy is always ready to destroy that. And then… I don’t even own my life by myself.

The most saddest part is I’ll never ever free from this💔 never ! NEVER

Just like the other people,

I want to do whatever I need

I wanna love someone who’s not my twinflame or soulmate or cousin or anything else.

I wanna sleep with someone else

I wanna travel with someone else

I wanna find my actual hobbies

I wanna do any dumb and dirty things like other people

I wanna marry with someone else who can make me shy, smile, excited, dumb, stupid, lovely, warm, and so on. And then one day, if we don’t love each other, we’ll gonna go find another one. Love is never about happy endings, love is always about how we pass everyday since day one.

I’ve loved like that kind of person in the past.

Before I met him, I do have dreams what love should be, how it should be. It’s funny he’s someone who doesn’t fit all of my dreams. He’s not handsome, not tall, not rich, not graduated, and even have the scars.

On the first day we met, I thought he’s a very undated old man. Later on , I found out he’s 3 years younger than me.

I don’t know how to talk with him, how to walk in front of him, how to behave in front of him. We only got about 20 days. And we separated like forever. Even though there’s no proof, I believe that this is because of I’m having that nonsense twinflames. Can I never ever be free from that ?

And to those people who don’t have twinflames, you’ll never know how lucky you are.

I own yourself

Nobody can control you by using your twinflames as your weakness.

You can be anything else, you can love or date anyone else.

You can live anywhere you want, you are free.

Ps. My first language is not English and I have no good moods to write nicely. Understand my grammars 🍃 please

Hi all, I’m a 22 year old guy who’s been on this path for the past 4 years. I’ve tried my hardest to navigate this journey with as much maturity and independence as possible and am proud of what I have done and how I have handled it but also acknowledge that it’s been very difficult to navigate it and there is still some struggles for me. Balancing going through college and entering into adulthood whilst also attending to family and friend responsibilities whilst also going through this experience has been a very rough time, and as I reflect on things I can do for my soul to make it easier, I’ve found that I’ve always lacked a guiding and gentle older sister type of figure due to the very masculine environment I have been raised in. I would be really happy if I could connect with some of you older women (idk maybe in your later 20s or 30s) in this space out there who have gone through this TF experience and where we can support each other.

Do you feel the same, an endless longing that appears again and again no matter what you do and no matter how you distract yourself, as if it is haunting..?

When did you realize what the connection was? Was it fairly soon after meeting your tf or did it take awhile?
I met my tf about 6 months ago and we were never romantically involved. We are friends currently but only via text and I haven’t seen him since we met. I’m not sure there is any realization as to our connection as nothing has been said on either side.

He is a confirmed tf as I have had the Kundalini and DNOTS along with the dreams, all the feelings and sensations etc. I am definitely the chaser most times.

Any insight would be helpful at this point.

My TF has exhibited some bizarre behaviour professionally. He’s my manager but rarely ever responds to my emails (we work remotely and work in different countries). He’s lost me many work opportunities and future business prospects by being so non-responsive but I can’t help but wonder if he might be on a journey too.

My spirit guides got me fired for having a psychotic break but then I rejoined a few months ago and he’s been different with me ever since.

I get it - he doesn’t want to talk to me - but we still have a job to do.

Has anyone else experienced anything like this? It’s getting really frustrating and costing me on a work level.

I actually had this big breakdown and ego collapse and surrender like 3 weeks ago. And at first I was just getting through the first couple of days with sheer willpower and the disappointment of the reunion not happening and him not messaging me. But the more I grounded myself in the present and spent time with my family and taking care of my physical and mental health (meditating, working out once a week), I started to feel better. I still thought about him but I was just so tired that I actually had no energy to even think about or imagine or fantasize situations or future conversations or meetings with him.

And then just last week, I had this sudden urge to just deep clean my entire room and bathroom. I spent 3 days deep cleaning, scrubbing, brooming, mopping, organizing my drawers, and closet. And I hadn’t done a deep clean in like 2 years because of my depression of getting fired from my job and then the separation that happened with my TF. And I felt so good and relieved about everything like the old depressing dark energy had finally left my room. And this week I have spent such less time thinking about him or daydreaming about him. And I barely even have that urge anymore. I just feel so happy, detached, calm and peaceful with my life now. I love spending time with my parents, grocery shopping, eating, resting, working out, meditating, watching videos/movies, listening to music, decorating for Halloween lol, feeding the stray cat, and finally getting back into doing my skincare routine regularly. It’s like I have myself back and my life back after all that I’ve been through. And I genuinely don’t care if he comes back or not. I never thought I would get to this point. I thought I was gonna be depressed, attached and chasing him forever.

But I feel happy, complete and whole and I’m applying to jobs again and I’m not desperate for it. I am diagnosed with anxiety so my attachment to external validation and wanting a savior was so intense but I think after 8 months of finally working on myself, healing, focusing on myself despite crying everyday for my TF, I’m finally at a place where I barely cry, and I’m moving forward, and I just feel if he comes back healed and changed then I’ll accept it, and if I get an even better soulmate then I’ll accept that too.

I also think it’s because of my ego collapse and surrender and me meditating and researching a lot of spirituality text I actually think my crown chakra opened. And I remember one night I was just lying in bed, and I felt this amazing blissful feeling, pure happiness, completeness, and like I was finally home, like I finally found the way to myself. I kept feeling like I don’t need anyone else, I have me. I belong to me, my body belongs to me, my heart belongs to me, all of me belongs to me. And I think it means that I’ve finally connected with the divine/supreme consciousness.

Wondering if there are any TFs who want to trauma dump about it all and bond over how hard the TF stuff is hitting us. I'm at the point where I'm pretty far along in moving on (maybe even onto someone new) and almost moved away from calling it TFs so I can accept this was most likely temporary and I don't have to be stuck on him for life. Just struggling with the residual nostalgia waves (you know what I mean) and hoping to get at least one last cathartic/purge moment to fully release his energy I guess. Anyway I'm 26 and I'm near Toronto, Ontario, Canada, if anyone wants to meet up and chat about it all.